"When you wake up the morning, do not expect to see the evening. Live as though today is all that you have. Yesterday has passed with its good and evil, while tomorrow has not yet arrived. Your life's span is but one day, as if you were born in it and will die at the end of it."
Khidhir was my brother, my bestfriend and my lover. We went trough a lot of ups and downs and we planned a lot for the future. We tend to forget that we as human beings planned and that God will decide. I made a lot of mistakes in life and I dont want to live with a lot of sorrow, bother, anger, jealousy and malice and therefore I hold back.
Everyday i wake up being so scared of death and if he tumbled upon this in any ways, I want him to know that things may not be the same anymore but I forgive him and hopefully he forgives too. I pray that he will be fine, hope for the best for him and that God will bless him.
Past, present and forever, I love you.
